Tonight I was reminded of my mistakes. I was reminded that rather then being grateful for an amazing woman, I feared my own feelings, and walked away from her.
I wish we could be friends.
Drinking and Driving - Jhene Aiko (2013)
Anything, anything, anything, anything to feel alive
Anything, anything, anything to feel my heart beating
Anything, anything, anything to feel like I am still here
Anything, anything, anything to feel like I am still needed
Pharrell and Oprah in tears after showing a video of the world dancing to his hit success ” Happy ” . ♥
i pray i marry a man as humble as Pharrell i swear i do
Precious lil one
i want this feeling
Tonight I was reminded of something. Of how I let go of an amazing woman because I was more afraid of my feelings and commitment.
I wish her and I could have remained friends.
It’s always a somber reality to realize how badly you’ve fucked up, and how things could have been different. But they aren’t.
So instead, I have vowed to be true to my emotions/feelings/vulnerabilities. Because id rather hurt from giving my all, then hurt from doing nothing.